Just because something isn't happening for you right now doesn't mean that it will never happen.
When your life isn't happening the way that you want it to exactly, don't let the negative events that are happening distract you from the fact that you have greatness inside of you, and from the fact that just because there is uncertainty in the moment that you won't survive.
You don't have to have complete certainty in your life in order to get to where you need to be. As a matter of fact continue to dream even more, and continue to try and you can be certain that your efforts, your undying and consistent efforts, will eventually get you to where you want to be.
Not everyone can deal with adversity their lives, but those who are able to overcome their adversity, are those who are able to live in life as champions, don't just survive life, they live it!
Think positively, and step towards you dreams by taking massive steps towards them.